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[17 Feb 2008|08:27pm] It's been a while since i've last written here. i always forget about livejournal, then i come crawling back when i need somwhere to vent. I'm always finding myself in some ridiculous situation, and wishing that I had all the solutions to find my way out. I want to be happy, and that's all. Apparently, finding happiness requires an insane amount of hectic obstacles beforehand. I need a vacation. A vacation from this life i'm not living to the fullest. Where will i be ? What will i do? ..... think of me

[10 Jul 2007|06:38pm] summer is al ways the same story for me. it's a time where i want nothing more than to relax, but instead i get a whole rush of crazy emotions... almost driving me straight towards insanity. i'm trying to get through this one with at least having a little more knowledge on how to handle and compose myself. we'll see in the end how that winds up. it really upsets me that i haven't got a vacation planned this year. i always look foward to ... well, having something to look foward to.  yesterday i went to the gym, and i was completely ecstatic to see that i've lost 10lbs since i started going! it took me a little while to lose it, but i'm okay with that. that makes me really happy, and now that i know i can do it... i'm just going to try and get rid of the last bit i'm dragging around.  anyhoo..... that's that. 2 thoughts | think of me

[05 Jun 2007|04:48am] things happen because they're supposed to happen . . . . . . i am in no control of any of it.  june should be a fun month!!!! think of me

let's go mets!! [30 May 2007|02:03am] so i finally went to my first baseball game tonight and i had sooooooooo much fun!!! we picked SUCHHH a good game to go to. mets vs giants went into 12 innings && it was insaneeee. tonight was funnnn. & i am team captain ;) i am going to marry david wright, somehow. think of me

[25 May 2007|04:31pm] i lead a worthless life. think of me

how can i love you how can i love you......... [21 May 2007|01:34am] i'm trying so hard to not get so worked up about it. just keep nonna's words of advice in mind. it doesn't ease up the pain. think of me

[15 May 2007|02:57pm] i am a repeat offender.  i don't learn lessons. & i make mistakes over and over.  When i want things to work, I become almost Too careless.  Mais ..c'est la vie. think of me

[10 May 2007|02:10am] a knife through my heart. it's almost what i deserve for continuing when i knew i shouldn't have. Everything happens for a reason. I've just learned my lesson. With a broken heart. think of me

[08 May 2007|02:29am] [ mood | depressed ] you're a dirtbag. At some point I'll realize that I don't need you in my life. As much as I wanted you there, it can't be. growing up is too hard for me.  my heart is aching in a way i've never felt. i'm happy kari's home. 1 thought | think of me

[03 May 2007|02:14am] [ mood | drained ] it's so hard to be a strong  person. At this point, I can't see the fine line between what's wrong and what's best for me. Or maybe ?I can and just don't want to. I'm going to have an emotional breakdown because i've never felt this way... think of me

[19 Apr 2007|03:48pm] Ohhhh HEY the HOTTIE. seems as if your car is in SHAMBLES.  going to DISNEY tomorrow. <33333 think of me

[17 Apr 2007|02:14pm] I can't deal. I can't make decisions... I can't completely drop people out of my life.. and I can't be disrespected at the same time. I honestly Am lost. think of me

[10 Apr 2007|04:27am] I left for Italy with intentions of clearing my mind, and coming back with solutions.  I definately cleared my mind. . . but i have no solutions. Or maybe it's just that i came up with solutions that i never thought i would. I think what i need to do is rid my life of a lot of people. I have no desire to put myself out there anymore, just for other people to hurt me. I'm finished with everyone. The one's that truly mean something to me, will be there no matter what. The one's that won't.. have already shown their true colors. I really opened my eyes while i was away.. and i'm glad i did.  but on a side note, i had an amazing vacation. Italy was everything i'd dreamed it would be and more. It's definately not the last time i'll be vacationing there. Hopefully next summer with kari!! think of me

[18 Mar 2007|05:11am] i create problems for myself.  when i come back from italy, it's going to be a huge decision time. this is so hard. think of me

[13 Mar 2007|03:55am] i hate that ugly bitch!!!!! ex girlfriends are THE WORST things in LIFE. i'm not unhappy right now.... But my mind is thrown in So many directions.  There is so much I need to change about myself, and really quickly.  I can't wait to get away. 2 thoughts | think of me

[05 Mar 2007|04:33am] so living for the moment is NOT the way to get things done. Plan B. Wish there was one. My plan right now is to lay low, and just clear my head in Italy. It couldn't be coming at a better time.  I i think I'm having some serious anxiety lately, and I can't really figure out the cause.  i'm spinning in circles, and getting nowhere. think of me

[23 Feb 2007|04:40am] so i LOVE retro, and i love that i've gotten myself back to the gym. It makes me feel so much better about myself. waking amir up to go to the gym is like pulllling teeth. his mom thanked me for making him go. haha- i love herrr. i am beyooond dreading this weekend.  saturday night in particular, could potentially make or break everything. . and that scares me. going snowboarding with silver during the day on saturday! that's exciting. so i already know i won't be able to move on sunday.  I think i want to start going back to church. 2 thoughts | think of me

[20 Feb 2007|03:01am] i'm signing up at Retro Fitness tomorrow. Amir and i are going to start going every afternoon. I'm excited. I love working out... it's such a good feeling. And it always helps to have someone work out with you. . . so it'll be fun times.  myyy idiot. <3 think of me

[15 Feb 2007|05:15am] I wish it was easier for me to set my priorities in order. Does it make sense that I don't even know what they are anymore? I didn't think it was possible to completely lose sight of that. I wish i was more certain of a lot of things in my life. Right now I honestly feel like my life is an unsolved jigsaw puzzle. && unfortunately for me, i was always terrible at putting those together.  I want to find something that consistently makes me happy. I wish I knew where to look for that. I'm not unhappy. I'm just... confused. think of me

[04 Feb 2007|07:01pm] For whatever reason, i just want to be alone in my life. i don't want anything from anyone. think of me

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